Well, it's already a New Year.  I sit here and think man where has time gone.  This past year has been a emotional one for me, and I've done a lot of soul searching, and I realized I wasn't a bad person, but I needed to improve on many things, and I tried so very hard to become a better person.

We take so many things for granted, and I'm not talking about material things, I'm talking about the people that are in our lives.  We always believe that people are always going to be here, and maybe we don't show them or tell them how much we care about them, or how much we need them, and love them.

I don't make New Years resolutions, but I made a promise to myself this year, that everybody I care about will know exactly how much they mean to me, and how much I love them and need them in my life.  I never never what them to doubt how much their friendship has meant to me, or how much being family means to me.

Sometimes it takes something to happen to someone that we love so dearly to open up our eyes and realize what really really matters in life, and that is family and true friendship.  I'm still working on me, so please don't give up on me....

Like I said I've been so down here lately and I'm so very lucky to be blessed with family that I know loves me, and a friendship from +Beverly Warembourg , she made a day so very special to me, and she will never know how much her kindness and friendship means to me.  This act of kindness from such a wonderful person touched me so deeply, I've never had a friend like her.

I want my mom to know that she is such a wonderful mother, and how lucky I am to have such a great woman as my mom, God blessed me when he gave me her...she's the reason I've opened up my eyes so very much.  See my mom isn't only my mom, she's my best friend, and I don't know what I would do without her.  I will never take a day with her for granted, or a phone call from her for granted.  My only regret that I have is not living closer to her.  I feel like she needs me, and I'm not there for her, I don't want her to be disappointed in me, I want her to look at me and say I'm so very proud of you Bobbie.

Well that's all for now, so if you take anything from this, please remember always tell and show the ones that you love how much they mean to you, we are never guaranteed tomorrow

I wanted to share with you one of my favorite song by Tim McGraw, it's called Better Than I Used to Be